One-hundred and thirty four days.

Things happen very suddenly at a time , I dont know what to say

or how i feel. Chances is what i need but now its gone forever.
Every hour of everyday, you are such a part of me.

In this life that I live,I hope I can give love unselfishly.

A smile from you is what I wish to see.

Don't wish to talk about you,

fear I might start thinking about you deeply.

Usually the things I do , it somehow remind me of you.

Now that I think about it seems you took me as a joke.

Wanted to tell you how much I care but all I can do is just

sit and stare. You're special to me in so many different ways.

I don't know exactly what sets you apart from the rest.

I know everything happens for a reason , just wish

to knew the reason why I love you so much.

When will the waiting ever be over?

Too many words left unspoken ,

why can't I speak when I have so much thing to tell?

For all I know this pain deep inside took the gladness from my heart.

At times throughout the day,I find i'm missing you.

I wonder if , perhaps a bit , maybe you miss me too?