Yo everyone !! Didnt post for days eh , except some photos yesterday.

Can see my blog got little insect crawling around :l HAHA!

I know you guys miss me right? -.- *being random*

Stay at home for the whole day from like 11plus till 6 just to clean my room.

Not bad uh , holiday already still quite hardworking (: Throw away lots of rubbish

which kept many years in my boxes. LOL !

Okay. Decided to find Daphne at her house there and slack.

Supposed to meet Felicia at lot1 but end up never.

Ya..thats all for today cause its like so boring now and i'm going to sleep.

Goodnights peeps:D

Just saying about myself :)

Its 27th ; Wed 2009 today.
Two more days and it will be holiday :D
Feeling high but bored uhs..scare got nothing to do then stay at home rot.__.
Felicia and Desiree didnt came , sad lah ! But still got Daphne and Mushroon.
Cheers x)
Tele-match went smoothly today , had lots of fun. Had pizza after it was ended
; Mr Teo treats xD Thanks ! Its Prakash birthday , happy birthday to you.
Feeling sad right now cause im still thinking how to tell my mother about my
result..maybe she'll be having heart-attack after hearing?! OMG. Totally shag><
Many things gone through my head now, feel like banging the wall real hard.
Cause i dk what do , how to say. Sometimes feelings come and go . You're
strong infront of us cause friends around to cheer you up , talking crapz. Laughs
like mad ! But when you're alone , you start to think the problem that
bothering you. You felt sad , trying not to care anything but you still did.
Why issit so hard for you to forget someone?!
You act like you dont seems to care_l_
You act like you dont seems to love_l_
You act like you already forget_l_
You act strong infront of your friends_l_
Im sick and tired of myself, I GIVE UP!

School were totally sucks to the core!@#$$%
Had breakfast in the morning w Felicia and Meihoon(:
Daphne was lazy so didnt came_l_ Left me alone taking mrt to
gombak , what a good good sister she was eh?! xD
Weather were damn hot in the afternoon , somemore
had to stay in the class for lesson more worst lah !
Got kick out of the class by chew (: Power uh !
She say i kept talking and dont want listen to her :l She felt sad):
Had briefing for the telematch till 5 thenthen bused home w
Daphne. That's all for today.Oh ya , tmr is the actual day for telematch
already hope everything will go smoothly :)
Nights everyoneeeee!

FUCK YOU !

Fuck the haters,the assholes,the people out to get you,
the whiners,the people that cheat you,the people who
pretend to be your friend,those who're purposely rude,
the backstabbers,those who purposely lie,the arrogant,
the hypicritical,the greedy,the deceiving,the people
who dont appreciate you,the fake !

School is not as-usual , scolded by chew today and is like most of the time_l_
Didnt do anything wrong and say me and felicia were too much?!
Wth lah , if you everytime so frastrated dont teach then (: Nobody
force you , nobody will make u angry , i got say u scare of anything meh?
so kp like bitch for what?! Dont like me? Kick me out form the school lor.
If you're having your pms , PLEASE STAY AT HOME AND REST!
This few days you have been shouting like mad women. You think
we wish that our eng failed uhs..we also very sad about it lea.
Seeing you in school make me sick :l Shall not comment anymore , it make
me more fcuked up.
Went for telematch briefing but ended up nobody come except some.
So went to find F they all at sc , thenthen bused home with f & m,
reached teckwhye saw a baby; damn cuteeeee xD Feel like
pinching her face.___. Dont know why me and f laugh like hell:D
*Waiting for f to online* HAHAHA!
Byeeee everyone(:

Expected_l_
Get back papers today , and its actually super fucking shag!
Because i failed. Chemistry , Physics , Poa , English , Math?!
I cant imagine lor.. i studying really hard on my chem and math
but my effort doesnt paid off. Damn no mood now when talking
about my papers. How am i gonna tell my parents about it??
Worst of all is math , i dont want to failed lah ! I aim high for it thought
i could do very well and had prepared for weeks before the exam start and
it ended up like this. OMG! Dont know what my parents will react after i told them.
I am going to work hard for end of year.
I dont want to retain.
I will pay more attention in class.
I die die also must do those assement that i bought.
When doing the paper feel like it was easy-.- then now?!
Parents meeting is coming soon , dont know what teacher will complain about:l
This few days have been very mad with loves (: I enjoyed!

Justin:)

Can't describe my feeling towards you

Paiseh. Delete away yesterday post and re-do again(;

School is as usual today. Meet Vivien in the morning

and went to school together.Miss Chew didn't came

I'm happy xDD She everyday day also dont

come more better :l LOL ! Can't get to see him yesterday ,

can't get to chat with him today. OMG-BORING :(

I online , he offline -.-! Today mood was bad , had

conflicts with CHIOKHEERONG. Didn't really meant-to

I'm sorry if i had offence you. Hope everything will be fine

tomorrow eh :D Nothing much to post already , shall post

again.

BYEEEEEE,,,,EVERYONE !

we must each go along our own paths

Listen closely , stand still for one moment. Can you hear me?
When I whisper your name at night starring into the stars.
Do you feel a cold chill come over you?Do you feel me like I feel you?

Or am I just delusional in this madness I once thought was love?

When I cry, do you feel the pain i'm feeling? Everytime you turn me away

do you know how i hurt, do you even care? I am at war with myself everyday

telling myself why I should forget, why I should let go. How foolish I am for

hanging on.I have reminisced the past, and even dwelled on all the bad memories,

all the horrible words we have shared together trying to convince myself you are the enemy.

I cannot make you love me as I have prayed for so many nights.How could I love you so much,

yet you hardly know I exist?You are so careless with your feelings, so nonchalant.

I don't know how you do it, but how can you not feel my love inside you?

My head is telling me I am a fool and that the pain must end,I have searched and searched

to find a way to release this pain, and I am left with nothing.This is a game I cannot win,

I cannot overcome this, I want to give up, but there is no point in that,

because the feeling I feel will still be there. No matter how defeated I may feel,

I can't end this !