When I whisper your name at night starring into the stars.
Do you feel a cold chill come over you?Do you feel me like I feel you?
Or am I just delusional in this madness I once thought was love?
When I cry, do you feel the pain i'm feeling? Everytime you turn me away
do you know how i hurt, do you even care? I am at war with myself everyday
telling myself why I should forget, why I should let go. How foolish I am for
hanging on.I have reminisced the past, and even dwelled on all the bad memories,
all the horrible words we have shared together trying to convince myself you are the enemy.
I cannot make you love me as I have prayed for so many nights.How could I love you so much,
yet you hardly know I exist?You are so careless with your feelings, so nonchalant.
I don't know how you do it, but how can you not feel my love inside you?
My head is telling me I am a fool and that the pain must end,I have searched and searched
to find a way to release this pain, and I am left with nothing.This is a game I cannot win,
I cannot overcome this, I want to give up, but there is no point in that,
because the feeling I feel will still be there. No matter how defeated I may feel,
I can't end this !
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